Kick the Habit

I haven't done drugs before
-- so I don't know what addiction
or withdrawal feel like --
but I imagine it feels something like you.

A.R.M.
03/03/16

Cracked

I fell in love
but you didn't.
You fell off the pedestal
and my heart splintered.

A.R.M.
04/03/16

Ready, Set, Go

I knew right from the start
that you would never fall in love with me
and I tried to tell that to my heart
but it told me to shush and just let it be

A.R.M.
03/27/16

"Play it again, Sam"

Every song on the radio today
Breaks my heart as it sings your name
And I try so hard to push you away
But you sneak back in hidden ways

A.R.M.
03/11/16

Bon Appetit

My verses may feed your ego
with every heartbroken line
but these words are not for your consumption -
they are for my heart to heal
with time

A.R.M.
03/08/16

Farewell

Why do you want (or need) me in your life?

You have other friends.

You have other people to sleep with.

You know other cat sitters.

So why do you want me in your life?

What role could I possibly play that has not already been cast?

The only thing you are missing without me in your life…

is me.

The uniqueness of me.

My aqua eyes.

My freckles.

My smile.

My wit.

My conversation.

My shoulder to lean on.

My body fitting perfectly with yours.

My way of looking at you with my heart.

My affection.

My love.

But you don’t want (or need) someone to be in love with you.

And I cannot separate my friendship from my love.

Though I tried.

Why do you want (or need) me in your life?

Is it to feed your ego?

Because I am not here for that.

I deserve better.

And I know you know this.

So take leave.

Take flight.

Be gone.

You neither want nor need me in your life.

You have others.

But me?

I am only in love with you.

A.R.M.

03/07/16
03/11/16

Nothing Lost, Nothing Gained

Why are you crying?

I lost someone I am in love with.

Is he in love with you?

No.

Then why are you crying?

I lost a lover.

Was he sleeping with other people?

Yes.

Then why are you crying?

I lost a friend.

Was he a friend to you?

When it was convenient.

Then why are you crying?

I lost someone.

It doesn’t sound like you lost anybody worth keeping.

Then why does it hurt so much?

........

A.R.M.

03/07/16

Aftermath

I fell in love alone
I will fall out of it on my own
And I will heal my heart
with my own two hands
And time

A.R.M.
02/15/16

"Parting is such sweet sorrow"

While today is for my pain and sorrow
The loss will be yours when you miss me tomorrow.

A.R.M.
02/15/16

G'Nite

Now I lay me down to sleep
and close my eyes so tears won't seep.
I wish to dream of days gone by
as memories drip from shuttered eye -
for my heart loves you,
and my love runs deep,
despite knowing your heart
was never mine to keep.

A.R.M.
02/13/16

Inevitably

Like all the broken hearts of past
the pain of losing you won't last.
Eventually I will get over you
and move on with my heart.
I always do.

A.R.M.
01/26/16