Champagne for your Brain
Wednesday, January 17, 2018
Tuesday, January 16, 2018
Hello, is it me you're looking for?
I used to write. All the time. In high school and the years following, it was on paper. Sometimes in fun ink colors like pink or aqua. And then I got a computer and started typing. One day I learned about blogs (though I think we called them "live journals" then?). Over the years I've had various journals/blogs but somewhere along the way I started writing less and less. Which is sad really, as I have always loved writing. There has never really been anything preventing me from writing though - except myself. But even then, it's not like I was telling myself NOT to write.
I just...didn't.
It's not that the thoughts aren't there, it's just that for some reason I stopped writing them down. I stopped the clickety-clack of typing them online.
I don't know why.
But I miss it.
I miss writing.
I miss a lot of things about myself though.
I miss me.
That's who I'm looking for.
I just...didn't.
It's not that the thoughts aren't there, it's just that for some reason I stopped writing them down. I stopped the clickety-clack of typing them online.
I don't know why.
But I miss it.
I miss writing.
I miss a lot of things about myself though.
I miss me.
That's who I'm looking for.
[untitled]
You are everything I wanted.
And everything I feared.
(Apparently I had drafted this in April 2016 but never published it. I wonder why.)
And everything I feared.
(Apparently I had drafted this in April 2016 but never published it. I wonder why.)
nightmares
(first draft)
(revision)
At night when I close my eyes to sleep
demons I thought were long ago buried deep
rise to the surface and cause me fright –
and I awake with shovel in hand at the morning light.
01/16/18
A.R.M.
At night when I lay me down and close my eyes to sleep,
demons arise that I thought were long ago buried deep.
They haunt me
and taunt me
and cause me such fright!
Then I awake at the ready, shovel in hand, at the dawn’s
early light.
01/16/18
A.R.M.
Monday, April 4, 2016
Kick the Habit
I haven't done drugs before
-- so I don't know what addiction
or withdrawal feel like --
but I imagine it feels something like you.
A.R.M.
03/03/16
-- so I don't know what addiction
or withdrawal feel like --
but I imagine it feels something like you.
A.R.M.
03/03/16
Cracked
I fell in love
but you didn't.
You fell off the pedestal
and my heart splintered.
A.R.M.
04/03/16
but you didn't.
You fell off the pedestal
and my heart splintered.
A.R.M.
04/03/16
Ready, Set, Go
I knew right from the start
that you would never fall in love with me
and I tried to tell that to my heart
but it told me to shush and just let it be
A.R.M.
03/27/16
that you would never fall in love with me
and I tried to tell that to my heart
but it told me to shush and just let it be
A.R.M.
03/27/16
Friday, March 11, 2016
"Play it again, Sam"
Every song on the radio today
Breaks my heart as it sings your name
And I try so hard to push you away
But you sneak back in hidden ways
A.R.M.
03/11/16
Breaks my heart as it sings your name
And I try so hard to push you away
But you sneak back in hidden ways
A.R.M.
03/11/16
Tuesday, March 8, 2016
Bon Appetit
My verses may feed your ego
with every heartbroken line
but these words are not for your consumption -
they are for my heart to heal
with time
A.R.M.
03/08/16
with every heartbroken line
but these words are not for your consumption -
they are for my heart to heal
with time
A.R.M.
03/08/16
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